1 Peter 2:2 (NIV)
Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation....

I went to college for a number of years and came out with a certificate.  It actually took me the whole of my life to gain that
certificate because without all the years of learning and experience of life I could not have earned it.

The Christian life is no different.

Why do I put such a heavy burden of expectation upon myself to expect to learn of spiritual matters virtually overnight? 
God is enjoying teaching me, He is committed to teaching me - He understands me - why do I burden myself so?

He is not disappointed in where I am at - He brought me here!! He has brought me to the place where He wants me - and He does know where I am.